No weekend plans as such but the snivelling prick (kids dad) is taking the boys for 4 hours tomorrow (literally my longest break in 8 weeks) so I think I'll sweat a gallon in the gym then eat my own weight In Sundays dinner at me mams. Then try and fling a coat of paint on a wall in my bedroom before the kray twins come back. Rock and roll all the way for me like, but the football season hasn't started yet so the food times will roll again soon xx

Always wonder when parents get like that who they think they are hurting more?
The ex
The kids
Their own relationship with their kids

... yer last 2 why would you want to voluntary do that!

Have a good smash at the gym hun x

Well it's never hurt me, that's for sure. It's been difficult not being able to pee in peace but them boys have settled and grown in themselves so much with just one routine and set of rules to follow. They have a new appreciation for me as well. They realise I am their everything and although they want to see their dad (and rightly so) they make him confirm they will come back to me. He will always be their father, and I hope a man figure to look up to but he will always be a divvy as well haha.

It's going to be amazing to hammer the gym without the time restraint of one hour that my mam imposes once the kids are asleep coz she wants to go home and watch eastenders or do her knitting or whatever haha xx

My two are apparently back at their dads tomorrow! We're just watching the OC now and I'm trying in vain to get my leg over

Jeez! Do you still have to practically rape that dude to get some oats? Xx xx

4 months yesterday since I last had any! I swear I'm like an old lady!

Lol... 4 months Jeez!

4 month....WTF! Has he had his testosterone levels checked? Is he a she-male? After 4 hours I'm beating my bloke off with a stick! Snivelling prick (ex) was the same, actually all men in my experience are like that. Has G even got a pulse?! Haha xx

Impromptu sleepover on the living room floor! Loving tonight it's been so random!

He won't get checked out, I've begged! I'm climbing the frigging Walls! Although tbh I don't even bother really trying now cos I know it won't get me anywhere! Every other blokes been the total opposite!