Firstly I had to go to a funeral of a man I grew up beside, only 59. Saddest funeral I've been to

I don't know whether it's because I lost my cousin a couple of weeks back but I felt sad the whole time and teary.
Then there was a school celebration and there was pics in the school going back 50 years and I found one of my sister (who died 30 years ago) and that made me teary
Then my daughter in law (to be) texted me to say she's found her wedding dress :'(
Pass the flippin kleenex today..glad today is near over