My first piece of advice is - don't avoid going to class. For me, that's the worst thing to do. Going to a class holds me accountable for my actions.
I have been in the same sort of 'rut' as you and I've only avoided going to group when I physically couldn't because of a migraine (I was like a vampire with any form of light
) But missing that one group wasn't great because I felt like I could get away with going over on syns and drinking that little bit more than normal and it didn't do me any favours at all!
It's so annoying how close you can get to a milestone and it's just that bit out of reach for you! And it's usually when you get 0.5-1 lb away from it.
As much as you don't like the thought of people knowing you've gained again, I imagine you might be surprised how many people have been through exactly the same thing several times. If you stay to group, they may have some good advice for you to help get you back on track. Ask your consultant to drop you a text or phone call in between weigh in's to see how you're getting on. Sometimes that text can appear at the right second, just as you think about eating something that will send you on that spiral.
You've got 6 WI's left before June (this 7th one falling on 1st June!) and you can achieve anything in that time.
You can do this
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