Mummybear, im just so much like you, I joined up with SW on 1st june and so far lost 5 1/2 pounds, I really do take the "fill up on free food " to the extreme , my plate is piled high most evenings with salad and veg, and for pudding fruit, fruit and more fruit !
Then in between I have a way of thinking, oh havent I been good , I will have that bit of french stick with cheese, or oh a bit of ice cream (clotted cream one mind !) wont hurt..
I then stand on the scales at home the morning after and lo and behold 1 or 2 pounds up !!!!
I then think..oh I cant be ars*d with this and have a bad day eating all the wrong food, feel really rubbish
and bloated then start all over again !
Its a nightmare as I know I need to write things down, stay to meetings etc...but sometimes life gets in the way and im lazy too !
Sorry for the rambling rant too, but mummybear just wanted to tell you youre not alone .