Althou I was ill for 6 months I seem to sort of kept going. I was off work from Jan to Apr.Obviously I didn't do as much exercising as before I was ill but now I'm 99% I can't get motivated to do anything. My hearts not in anything. I start off well but then a couple of days later I just say sod it.I use to enjoy cooking but I can't be bothered.I eat the same things week in week out.
Like today. I've sat around all morning. I did go out for 10 mins and do some gardening,went for a 1.4 mile walk which is nothing compared to what i use to do but the rest of the time I've been sat down.
I go and do 2 hours cleaning only because I need the money. If I didn't I wouldn't go.
I need to find my mojo.